“I’m sad. Not because I’m weak. Not because I’m lazy. But because I trusted people who didn’t deserve it — and now I’m left picking up the pieces, alone, with my mom who’s already carrying too much. That make me very sad because she is very helping Me.” She realy help me, she finance the renovation for that I need a lot of money? But for the renovation there is a problem. Not very one problem, a lot of problem, like the lamp is very bad, and others Anyway why I thrust to the wrong people, I don't know maybe because to be alone don't very help me so “I gave my trust to somebody. So who they are, they are four, I thrust now one Ahmed, the four is Arezki, Tanja and some one i make a very bad mistake Farid. I believed in them. I thought we were building something together. But they betrayed that trust. And now? I’m stuck doing all the work — cleaning up, fixing things, managing this place — while my mom worries herself sick. It’s not fair. And it hurts.” I’m not just tired — I’m hollowed out. This thing, this ceka, it’s poisoning my mom. And me. It’s not just work — it’s a mountain. A landslide. We’re climbing it, sure. But at what cost? And it hurts. I’m not just overwhelmed. I’m emotionally gutted. I feel like a sponge soaked in someone else’s mess — squeezed dry, then expected to soak up more. And no one notices. No one says, “You’ve done enough.” No one says, “Let me carry some of this.” My mom? She doesn’t say a word. She never does. But I see it — the way her shoulders slump when she thinks no one’s looking. The way her smile doesn’t reach her eyes anymore. I hate that I can’t shield her from this. I hate that I’m part of the weight she’s carrying. I don’t have solutions. I don’t know how to stop this. But I’m writing this because I need to scream it into the void. Maybe you’re out there too — cleaning up after people who never asked if you were okay. You’re not broken. You’re not weak. You’re just human — trying to hold it together while the world keeps adding bricks to your back. And that’s enough. For now, that’s enough.